forever till forever meets no end

Monday, October 02, 2006 @6:55 PM

i suppose everything went the best it could today. at least it finally got done although it would have been much nicer if it was done without all the crap and shit etc. i dun wanna elaborate (later someone start scolding me again) right veronica? anyway...

at least the effing routine finally got done after lots of crap once again and i think my ankle got sprained in the process just was too preoccupied to feel the pain just now when they were over at my house cos i was trying to get everyone to learn fast enough.

anyway i realised how good at concealing her feelings my best best friend veronica teo is. so now i know what she was doing whenever she was stoning at my house. :) veron you got what you wanted me to post :)

thanks to melinda cheryl and veronica for helping loads with the routine
thanks to lim jie and gladys for helping to cheer me up glad on my tag board and limjie for calling after reading my posts thanks for your concern.

thanks to veronica my best best friend for always being there and comforting me on both nights
and honestly veron the previous post was my true feelings after reading ur post. i felt the same way you felt after reading my post and you called me. bloody hurt and lost not knowing what i did.

thanks to melinda for helping me choro the routine cheryl and veron too.
melinda thanks for helping cheer me up too

thanks to cheryl ho for always being so cheerful no matter what happened and stopping me from swearing too much.

love all of you loads.

and to the person who i happily ommited here is veron and my responce to your apology:
we don't really forgive you.
for myself on the outside it will seem that nothing actually happened but heres to let you know
you greatly affected me inside veron cheryl melinda and lim jie will know.
and my friendship to you if there is any left will never be the same.

i honestly don't care anymore if thats what you wanna know
thats how i feel.
everything changed ever since your post was published.

love ya veron cheryl melinda limjie and gladys
oh and one last thing....... wait i can't remember
oh yes i suppose i should stop dwelling among those previous post but to anybody who actually read eveything and knows what actually happened you will know that was the truth about what i actually felt and thats how much hurt i felt how much damage was done.
tomorrow school starts again. i don't look forward to doing anything. don't worry person its not cause of you (your influence on me is and was never that great)

and melinda wanted me to do this:
veronica teo jia hui was my best best friend
veronica teo jia hui is my best best friend
and.....
veronica teo jia hui shall remain my best best friend

ok done melinda